The countdown

It's monday now and I'm actually pretty bored. Only one day at my parents' house and I cannot wait to leave. My god, nothing to do, except writing this blog. I already miss Tucson, I mean, I will not be going out for a looooooong time... The thing with Kate was fun. She's really a trophey girlfriend.

My brother was here yesterday. I enjoy spending time with him and his wife very much. The little one actually recognized me, but I'm pretty bad with kids, I guess. She likes me though. I talked with my brother about his job a lot and it reassures me that I don't want to spend my life in academia. It seems to be so much more exciting to work in a company and actually talk to other people.

On Thursday she'll arrive here and then we all will drive up to Berlin on Saturday. I don't know how much longer I can take the frustration which seems inevitable. This summer is my last hope, if it doesn't get better, I don't know. I hope I can find the strength, somehow, to end it. I don't think so.

But why am I so dull and negative? Actually, the weather is so much better here, on Thursday I'm going to see my girlfriend again, I had a wonderful year in Tucson (with some more or less strange "encounters") and I made new friends. So: everything seems fine, until further notice.

Over and Out for today, let's enjoy some more of this nice boredom.